Earlier this week I went for a short sunset walk in the barangay of Lingsat in San Fernando, La Union. Like I'd previously mentioned, since it's been so hot, I've been trying to plan my photo outings around other errands I have to run, so that I can do photography closer to sunset, when it's less hot & the lighting is immaculate.
It's not technically an errand, more of a luxury, but there's a nail salon I started going to in Lingsat to get my nails done. I've been working on this project so much, I also need breaks & moments to treat myself! We all do. So I headed over to get my nails done first, then walked to a specific street to do some photography.
Part of my mom's family history took place in Lingsat, specifically Hufano St. This is the street my older brother grew up on with our cousins early in his childhood, when our mother first immigrated to the US. He would then immigrate 5 years after her.
My tita Rebing & manong Ronald both passed away nearly 2 years ago, one after the other... I didn't grow up here, but I also spent a lot of time here, both in childhood & as an adult. I decided to revisit so I could document what's left of this place to me.
All photos below are from my Nikon ZF using a Pocket Dispo lens.
View from a computer for the full experience. Click any image to enlarge.
It's not technically an errand, more of a luxury, but there's a nail salon I started going to in Lingsat to get my nails done. I've been working on this project so much, I also need breaks & moments to treat myself! We all do. So I headed over to get my nails done first, then walked to a specific street to do some photography.
Part of my mom's family history took place in Lingsat, specifically Hufano St. This is the street my older brother grew up on with our cousins early in his childhood, when our mother first immigrated to the US. He would then immigrate 5 years after her.
My tita Rebing & manong Ronald both passed away nearly 2 years ago, one after the other... I didn't grow up here, but I also spent a lot of time here, both in childhood & as an adult. I decided to revisit so I could document what's left of this place to me.
All photos below are from my Nikon ZF using a Pocket Dispo lens.
View from a computer for the full experience. Click any image to enlarge.
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Walking down Hufano St felt warm & familiar, until I arrived at my tita's house & it was nearly unrecognisable. I only recognised the property because I remembered it was a corner lot & I remembered what the gate looked like. I was sad to see the small dwellings behind the main house were gone — the lot is now empty. And I know it doesn't make sense to keep since she passed away, but I was also so disappointed to see her sari-sari store gone. I spent so many slow morning's at this store, having breakfast, & hanging out with my nieces & nephews.
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To end my exploration, I decided to walk to the beach to observe the sunset. Upon arrival, I felt a wave of sadness suddenly overwhelm me. I remembered days walking the dogs to the beach (the dogs I took care of & loved so very much) with my nieces & nephews, as well as spending parts of my childhood at this beach. I never got to properly say goodbye to my aunt or cousin, & this felt like it was it.
My aunties treated us like their own children. They were like second mothers to us. And my cousins Ronald & his brother were easily my fav cousins. I know we shouldn't say things like that, but they treated me like a little sister. Protective, but respectful & non-judgmental (unlike some other cousins of mine). Being the loner I've always been, family gatherings & funerals aren't really my thing. This was exactly the solitary & cathartic goodbye I needed for myself. My only regret was not bringing an offering to the ocean. |
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